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Thu, 07 Dec 2006 23:46:38 GMT

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Sun, 19 Nov 2006 15:18:12 GMT

Yesterday I had a fun day. I hung out with Katie all day. I changed my facebook status to an open relationship with Katie. That's because she's the greatest. We went to the library like usual. Then we walked up to Central Park and went ice skating. It was so fun. It felt like Christmas time and I'm terrible at ice skating. I fell down 4 times in an hour. But one time I spun around in a circle to keep from falling down and it would have been really cool if I had done it on purpose. Then we went to Lincoln Center and had coffee. Then we had dinner at this cute Japanese place and wandered around until we saw Stranger Than Fiction. It was a good movie. And Buster was in it. I love Katie. We have so much fun together. All I want to do is date her.

I'm happy

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:31:41 GMT

I'm very tired but waiting for Katie to get out of the bathroom so I can brush my teeth etc. I worked a lot this week. I work so much now. Over 30 hours. But I made $320 this week. Maybe 350 with tips. I'm so good at getting tips. I'm so good at work in general. I'm training as a prep cook tomorrow. And I'm going to be able to train as a pizza maker soon. And then when I get good at everything, I'm going to be an assistant manager. Dave already said that I could do that in a couple weeks and... if that goes well I can be the manager for the new restaurant they're opening up. I love work. I love that I can rise to the top. But I'm exhausted now. I just babysat all night. Or watched Dawn of the Dead while the kid slept. Either way I have to sleep. I hope a zombie doesn't bite me.

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 19:01:41 GMT

I took a dance class today. It was so much fun. I only took it because Katie keeps taking tap classes and I have to be as cool as she is. Halfway through the barre I was like, oh this is hard and I'm tired and I won't do this again but when we started real dancing I had so much fun. I've stopped overthinking the steps because I barely remember the technique so I'm just having fun. I'm going to go again next week.
Tomorrow I'm going to call this salon where I apparantly have a free haircut waiting for me. I'm not sure how that will work out. But hopefully I'll have short hair soon.
I went to a party yesterday. I was bored. I hate going out. I've gotten so antisocial. But Kyla made me. I just talked to Kyla and Katie the whole time. So yeah that's my life so far.

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 16:03:12 GMT

I love work. Where else can I go up to someone from the South Bronx and say, "You think you can fuck with me? Just try something. I can take you." I love pretending to be ghetto. I'm getting behind in schoolwork though. I spend all my free time watching TV and playing on the computer. Wow, is that surprising? I broke my watch today. I crushed it on the corner of the wall. It made me sad. Where else am I gonna get a polka dot watch? Chinatown maybe. I have to go there soon. I need new sevens. Although I always would like more sevens, especially fake Chinatown ones. Not much else is new. I'm gonna shower now and then maybe do some homework.

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 17:31:37 GMT

So I lost a lot of weight at college so far. Stress is probably the best diet. But it's not the best way to not feel like shit all the time. I'm fine Saturday through Tuesday but the rest of the week is like hell. I hate my jobs. Maybe I'd like the pizza place more if I didn't resent it for getting in the way of my free time so much. I really should be doing homework right now. I have a paper due on Tueday and I need to study Spanish because I got a B+ on my last essay and that is NOT OKAY. I mean it's Spanish. I also have a speech to give on Tuesday, which sucks ass. I hate public speaking so much.
But I make a lot of money now. Like $200 or so a week. Babysitting. It's so lucrative but I hate it. So obviously I've been spending my money on shoes. You can never have too many pairs of shoes. I'm wearing these really cute pink camo flats now. I still need to buy red Converses though. And get back to Chinatown and get another pair of Sevens. You can never have too many Sevens.

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:51:01 GMT

My classes for this week:
Spanish. What more needs to be said?
Public Speaking. Katie's in it which is good. It's at 8:30 in the morning and deals with talking which is not. I think it's not an easy A.
Social Psychology. Super interesting. I'm a total psychology nerd so duh. But I love this subject. Human interaction and shit. Yessss. The teacher has a website though. I hate teachers with websites.
Pop culture and Philosophy. The teacher is a legend at Marymount for being awesome. He also wrote two of the books we had to read. It's really interesting. It sounds kinda stupid and dumbed down but it isn't.
Developmental Psychology. The teacher's my advisor. It sounds dry and kinda boring. There's this one kid in my class who has long rambling opinions about everything unrelated to psych. I hate him.

Other news:
I have a fairly regular, short term babysitting job for Brett's friend. I did my first day today and it was fine. I got paid $80 for 4 hours and that was really nice. I also might work at this upscale all natural pizza place. I have an interview on Monday. I'm happy. It sounds like a fun experience.
I'm going to see Drowsy Chaperone on Sunday, I think. I was gonna go to the Staten Island fair with Luke but he ditched me so oh well. Katie and Kyla didn't want to go. And Luke has to work. I don't even care, I guess. I mean I was expecting it. And if I'm going to care about anything, it'll be his ditching me before going to Maine. Drowsy Chaperone will be fun. Katie really wants to see it. And I like Katie. It's lottery not student rush so that sucks. I think I'm actually gonna go talk to Katie and Kyla.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 15:50:36 GMT

How I've spent my day so far:
First I ate breakfast. Then I sat in my chair and read. When I finished my book, I sat in my chair and cried. Luke's a fucking asshole. He ditched my yesterday. It would have been our last time to see each other because he's in Maine and I'm going to college. We were supposed to go to Canobie Lake Park. I understand that it was raining. We could have still gone. Or we could have done something else. Or Luke could have gone to work without telling me. I called all day wondering what was happening. He called me after work and didn't apologize, only said that it was raining, as if it should have been obvious to me that he would go into work. It really should have been because he never stops ditching me to go to work. But this time was different. I mean I'm not going to see him again until Thanksgiving because I'm just assuming that he won't ever get any time off work so that he can come visit me. But anyway, he didn't ask me to chill with him after work. He talked to me for a few minutes and then had to go because his mom wanted the phone. And that brings us up to now. I'm so fucking sick of being treated like I'm his second best friend (right after Homegoods). I'm sick of his never taking responsibility for anything and never apologizing. I can't wait to go to college where my friends might be bitchy or mean from time to time, but they always come through when it's important. Fucking Luke. I don't even want to waste time thinking about him, but I can't stop.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 22:54:47 GMT

Being cool. So I went to California. It was really fun. I don't know how I live without Katie and Kyla. We went to the beach the first day. I guess I did not put on enough sunscreen because I got horribly sunburnt. I got sunpoisoning and spent the day sleeping and feeling nauseous. So that wasn't good. The next day I felt better and we went glow in the dark mini golfing and watched movies. Then I went to Universal Studios. The Florida one has better rides but the California one has the bonus of actually being Universal Studios. And I saw The Devil Wears Prada. I went to a museum and outlet shopping and then finally to Disney World. Hahaha jealous? It was of course fun. We spent 15 hours there. It was fairly tiring. But fun. California is cool. They have mountains and palm trees.
Now I'm hard core punk rock. I bought a studded belt and a studded bracelet and a hard core shirt and black nail polish. Clearly I still need accessories but I'm kinda broke. It's very punk rock to be broke. I spend all my money on concerts and clothes and heroin or whatever. I need to redye my hair. And buy eye shadow. And download more music. I've already downloaded Panic! At the Disco. I made a CD for Luke (who is also hard core with me) of all the music he needs to like, such as Good Charlotte and Bowling for Soup.

I never write in here anymore

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 18:01:46 GMT

I should start. I still read it sometimes even though it's just Masha writing. I need to chill with Masha. I'm watching Beauty and the Beast now. I'm so jealous of Belle. I want to spend my days reading and occasionally getting hit on by attractive people. It's a good movie. I don't know what my mom was on when she said I couldn't have it. My mom's weird. So yeah. Off to work in 3 hours. Which probably means I won't get a chance to watch Mrs. Minniver yet again. I'll watch it tomorrow. Stupid Luke. It's all his fault for never watching movies with me. Oh well. I still like him. I mean I have to. What other friend do I have?

Sat, 06 May 2006 01:48:06 GMT

My knee hurts. I had a fun day though. Liza's here. I love Liza. Katie isn't but that's okay. She'll be back on Sunday. We went to Central Park because it's nice out. We went climbing on things. That's how I hurt my knee. I fell on a rock and cut it and bruised it. But Kyla had bandaids. Yay. After we left the park we were on 69th so we decided to go to the MET. The MET is on 80th by the way. I learned that today after walking up 5th ave saying, "I hope it's around here somewhere." We saw the Egypt exhibit. I love Egypt. It was so amazing. I think I want to go back someday when I don't have people with me. Then I can look at everything in depth. Kyla and Liza kept leaving without me. Today was a really good day.
Chandra has been being a bitch and a half. First she's like yelling at me for sitting in her seat and leaving stuff on her desk. Whatever. She just has to ask me and I'll move it. Kyla and Katie don't give a shit if I do that. And Chandra's stuff is such a mess that I can't even see how she'd notice. Today she got pissed because we asked her for Katie Lynch's ID which she borrowed because she lost her own. For one thing it isn't her ID it's ours. And it's not our fault her shit's a mess. She's been blaming us for messing it up. I don't know how she believes that. She even left us a bitchy note. I don't know what her problem is but I'm sick of it.

Tue, 02 May 2006 14:55:27 GMT

My life. Okay. I'd rather not write about my life which isn't that interesting and instead fight with Tasha. Slut. But that's okay. I can adapt.
I had a birthday. I am now 19. Older than 18, not quite out of teenagerhood, not nearly old enough to drink. I saw Sweeney. Surprised? And Katie bought me a Law and Order: SVU hat. We played catch with it in Central Park. We're going to get a baseball team.
I'm going to keep writing until the Judge's Return stops playing because that's been my music like 3 times. I have to go to class soon. I have to do some work eventually for like finals and that shit. Oh well.

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 22:15:26 GMT

So yesterday was the bus crash day. I felt sad. I didn't tell anybody though. I mean what could they have said? I'd have just made them feel awkward. I just kept imagining Melissa and Anna in college and how they should have gotten to live longer.

Anyways... I went to a museum where they had a bodies exhibit today. They're real bodies that are preserved so you could see muscles and veins and stuff. It was neat but not really worth the $20 it cost to get in. I did get to touch a real human brain though. Fun.
Today is Sweeney with Katie and my parents. Should be interesting. We're row G. Not so bad. But I'm still kinda spoiled from those BB tickets.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 22:32:47 GMT

This weekend was crazy. Friday me and Kyla tried to go to Club 58 so Liza could surprise Kyla there and it was closed for a private party. Kyla refused to walk anywhere so we hung out in a bank. I would have paid money for a picture of Kyla's face when she saw Liza. Then we went shopping and got a toaster oven as well as other cool stuff. We made brownies and cookies and garlic bread and everything. We also saw Lucky Number Slevin which was retarded and had tons of graphic violence and the plot made no sense.
Sarah called me. I don't know why she's friends with me. I'm so mean to her. I spent the first half of the phone call yelling at her for not liking Sweeney Todd (don't get me started) and the second half telling her she's stupid for caring if Luke picks up the phone. I just honestly don't care about her life. Anything about her life anymore. The Sarah that I was friends with doesn't exist anymore so I don't feel like I should put in any effort.

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 21:48:43 GMT

Aaron came to see me this weekend. It was fun. We played board games with Kyla and Katie. Then we went to see Sweeney Todd. We sat in like the worst seats ever. 2nd row from the back. Behind us were like these stupid high school students who were retarded and didn't like it and TALKED DURING THE JUDGES RETURN! I hope they heard me and Katie talking shit about them. Then me and Aaron and Kyla went to this bar where we got drunk with Kyla's friends from last year. It was fun. Except Aaron got really drunk and threw up on the floor when we got home. Ew. But shit happens. Aaron went home at like 9 this morning so we didn't get to do anything today. Aaron was tot into Katie. Aw. She's tot not into him though. Oh well. I guess she'll just have to marry Elliot Stabler and not my brother.
Today I'm going to Club 58 with Kyla and Liza's surprising her there. Aw. Liza bought us the Davinci Code board game. Liza's the greatest. Katie's going to marry her. Our MASH game said so. Yeah we played MASH. And randomly picked crayons to name our children after. When you consider the name Orchid Macaroni and Cheese, it makes Heathcliff Cerveris sound so normal.

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 16:28:11 GMT

I friended Toby from Sweeney Todd on myspace. I'm amazing. His real name is Manoel Felciano. He messaged me. He messaged me like the second he got home because it was only 12:15 or so and Sweeney Todd gets out at 11:30. I'm so happy. You can't even imagine my happiness. It's just rediculous. I'm gonna message him again today and we'll have a little dialogue and then we'll be friends. And we can go out after Sweeney Todd or something. And maybe we'll get married or something. He's young. At least younger than Michael. And he's my myspace friend. I changed my myspace a little to make it less Sweeney Todd obsessive.
Aaron's coming up to visit me tomorrow. Yay. Ilaaron. I don't know what we'll do. Maybe go to Central Park and the zoo or go out and get drunk or something.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 21:18:23 GMT

I feel like I need to update. Today we don't have school. It's advisement day. Yay. Instead of going to Society through Film I was planning to find a husband. But I slept until 12:25 and Society through Film gets out at 12:50 so I guess I wouldn't have managed it. Maybe I'll find a husband on Friday instead of Nutrition. That was the day I was supposed to have a baby but I can be a little behind schedual.
This weekend I had fun. It was just me and Katie. We spent Saturday watching TV. We watched USA from 6 until 2. Haha. We're great. Sunday we went out. First we went running/walking up to 96th street along the East river. Then I said, "Let's walk to the Bronx. We're close." Katie, for some reason said, "No let's go to Staten Island." So we stopped home to get some stuff and walked to Staten island. The whole trip took us about 5 hours. We walked about 9 miles. The entire length of Manhattan. We're great. Right now Katie's babysitting or at advisment. It's really nice out. I went to buy glasses with Chandra. They're Versace and sparkly. I love them. At least they're a lot better than the ones I have now that lack Versace or sparkliness and are broken.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 17:20:20 GMT

I haven't updated in awhile. I think I'm lazy. Hahaha. I'm bored right now. Everyone's still sleeping because we went to bed at like 4 yesterday. Of course I woke up at 10:30. Stupid Leah.
I spent this weekend being fun. On Friday I went to Sweeney Todd box office to buy tickets. We have row G which isn't that amazing but it's still pretty good. I can't believe how amazing it was that we got those 2nd row tickets last time. Clearly God loves us. Then we went down to Union Sq. and I bought a sexy dress to see Sweeney in. It's boobalicious and you can see it on my facebook or myspace. Katie and Kyla bought shoes at DSW. Oh and I watched True Grit, with John Wayne. I'm so cool because I've seen a bunch of John Wayne movies. Way cooler than Claire. That stupid bitch. Claire's Katie's best home friend. I'm trying to beat her at liking Katie.
Yesterday I went to the library. I had to get book for my stupid Society through Film paper. Stupid papers. And I watched Gone With the Wind. Katie got to see me freak out. Nobody has ever seen that before. Usually I just freak out and spend the day crying and not picking up the phone. And we just hung out. Kyla had a friend over so it was just me and Katie. Not like Kyla would have watched Bringing Up Baby. Even though she really would have liked it. Probably just because it was black and white. I loved it. It was hilarious. Katie has really good taste in movies. I mean I think I'm not going to pick out movies for myself ever again and just watch Katie's. Plus I've gotten kind of into romantic comedies. I'm a lot less cynical about romance now. That's Katie and Sam's faults. Ihthem.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 15:03:11 GMT

Home for school. Ew. I don't want to have class. I still have a lot of TV to watch and Sims to play. Not to mention the three papers that I have to write this week. Ew. I've been arguing the merits of John Wilkes Booth. I mean he's not so bad. His intentions were good. Katie says that Michael Cerveris should play more villians so I can take their sides. I probably would argue for Hitler if Michael Cerveris played him. Then she brought up Civil War generals and I got really pissed. Fortunately she was talking about Lee and not about Sherman. I love Michael Cerveris and all but Scarlett came first and there's no way in hell I'd ever support some Yankee general.

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 16:45:36 GMT

So I go home tomorrow. I think I'm gonna leave early in the morning so I can sleep on the bus. And so I can get back early. I mean I love being home and all that but I miss being at college. Plus Luke's not home. Suckiness. But I still hung out with fun people this vacation. Like Samira and Kate and Allison and Sami. And my parents. I love hanging out with people that I knew before high school. Like those are my real friends. There are a few exceptions (mainly Luke) but most of the people I hung out with in high school were mean to me. Like Sarah and Dina. I didn't call either of them this vacation. I was supposed to chill with Dina yesterday but after she ditched me to smoke weed for like 45 minutes she decided that there wasn't enough time to chill before I had to go see Spamalot. Oh well I'm so sad. I really wanted to be called fat by Dina. She'd have to call me fat because my hair was straight and I was wearing labels. And even if she was the type of person who wouldn't constantly make disparaging remarks about my weight and eating habits, it's still no fun to hang out with high people. Sarah I'm not even bothering to upkeep our friendship. If she bitches at me I'll just say, "Yeah I learned about having friends that don't constantly treat me like shit." If she wants to be friends with me she needs to apologize for constantly choosing Luke and whatever guy she was fucking over me. And apologize for antagonizing my parents. And pay me back. And give me $20 to give to my parents for the charity money. And apologize for that. And probably apologize for more shit but I can't think of it now. Okay I'm gonna stop talking about people I don't care about.
My parents are probably sick of me talking about Sweeney Todd and how Michael Cerveris has a southern accent in Assassins. Oh my God that is so hot. Just because it isn't pop music doesn't mean that they appreciate me saying how all their music sucks in comparison to this. I'm such a loser. But like honestly what could be better than Sweeney Todd/Michael? I saw Spamalot which I mentioned already. It was really good. Like they stayed fairly true to the movie (Monty Python and the Holy Grail) but not so much that I'd just be like, "Okay I have the DVD at home." And the playbill had jokes in it. Yay for playbills. I really should do homework now. Ilprocrastination.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 22:25:20 GMT

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 19:38:59 GMT

I'm not looking forward to writing this. It's too hard. You cannot even imagine how wonderful last night was. We got seats in the fucking second row dead center. That in itself is amazing. We could practically touch them. And they could see us because there wasn't any spotlight. The show was of course amazing. I spent half of it just staring in an awed daze at the stage. I can't describe the show. But afterwards we hung out by the stage door. I got everyone's autograph on a poster. They all talked to us. And took pictures. Michael Cerveris said that he noticed that I knew all his lines. Toby said that he noticed that me and Katie were incredibly into it. God they all spoke to us and touched us and they're so fucking nice. I can't wait to go again. I can't fucking wait. Oh my GOD!
Pictures up later.

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 01:08:34 GMT

It's to fucking morrow!!!!!!!! I bought my dress. It's Nicole Miller and red and strapless and boobalicious. It was only $100. I haven't gotten shoes or jewelry yet. Or my hair or nails done. But no school tomorrow! I'm so fucking excited. Stay tuned for miles of pictures.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 14:38:10 GMT

Yesterday was sent from heaven. The day started out boring. My days usually do because there's work and class and all that stuff. But at 5:30 Katie, my hero, came home. We decided to go to Nordstroms, which according to google maps was on 5th ave. Needless to say it was actually in New Jersey. So we decided to go to Union Sq to buy movies, such as the Sweeney Todd movie. We got on at 49th st which is the Sweeney Todd station. We got to see the sign for it. Then we went to Barnes and Noble. As we walked to the movie section I saw it... THE SWEENEY TODD SCRIPT. It was calling to me. The store had both movie versions and we decided to get the Patti Lupone version. It isn't our version but it's close enough. Then we went clothes shopping and in Forever 21 I got a poser punk shirt (I look like Avril) and Katie got a sparkly shrug which Mrs. Lovett wears. Then at home we watched the movie. It was not as good as our version. Our Sweeney Todd and Toby and beadle are soooooooo much more talented. Michael Cerveris plays Sweeney with two emotions, vengeful and pissed. The other guy has a wide variety of emotions which make me feel as if the play has less motivation. If that makes sense. Still we have the play on DVD. Sam hates us now. haha.

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 19:45:27 GMT

Highlights of recently. I've been having a lot of fun in the past 24 hours. Last night I spent an hour and a half being weird with Katie. That doesn't sound too weird but our entire conversation had to do with acting in/ kidnapping the actors in Sweeney Todd. We're taking Broadway to a whole new level. Most people enjoy it in a classy way. Asking Michael Cerveris to sign my chest or bringing a huge banner that says "We Love You Patti Lupone" is not normal Broadway show behavior. We probably would belong more at a rock show.
Our "plan" is this. We are going to meet them at the stage door after the show. That's if convincing the supporting cast that we know them doesn't work. "Come on you remember me. You were a little drunk at the party but you should remember me." Then we will ask them if they'll consider ending the show happily one night. I mean come on they should get together once. Then we willl either drug or charm them into coming back to the dorm with us. There I'll hold them hostage while Katie is Patti Lupone. She'll convince people that she is her by answering questions only Patti Lupone would know the answer to. Like she was in Evita. So yeah.
Today in Society Through Film we talked about the Oscars. He read a list of all of the best pictures and asked us to raise one hand if we heard of them and both hands if we saw them. Needless to say Katie was fucking hilarious. Especially with her excessive amounts of, "Oh my God that was amazing!" I laughed the entire time. We were also asked what films we thought should not have won. Katie didn't say Gigi which won in 1958 and beat out An Affair to Remember. That would have made my life. Just because she's the funnest psycho I've ever met.